Daily Archives: July 30, 2008

And its only Wednesday. Monday was kewl until the afternoon time. I pretty much acted like an idiot, ran my mouth like a whore in confesssion, and didn’t get shit done. Then yesterday was one of the worst days I have had in a while. Had to run around like a maniac getting some executive orders done. I felt like a dick for not talking to her. I just didn’t know what to say. I wanted to crawl into a hole and die. To make matters worse she probly hates me for thinking that I was trying to avoid her.

Didn’t get any sleep last night. Don’t know how I’m gonna make it through today, or the rest of the week for that matter. I just want to run away and not look back. Why do I always manage to fuck up good situations?

Sigh*. What is a boy to do.